(This is another tearjerker guys)

“Hi I’m Sabwina! What’s yo name?” a black-haired girl with grey eyes and pigtails said.
“Zayn.” He said smiling.
“Zayn is a nice name. Wanna be fwends Zayn?” she said sitting next to the black haired white skin boy.
“Ok, let’s be fwends!” he smiled at her sharing his blocks with her.

The sound of thunder breaks the flashback that occurs in his mind constantly. Rain was pouring outside not like it mattered to him. Zayn would just sit there smoke another cigarette and let the droplets fall from the strands of his hair. He lit another cigarette and put it between his lips. A swift blow created a cloud of loneliness. He basks in his thoughts constantly yearning for her voice.

*Flashback*

“Zayn, why are you looking at me like that for?” she said hiding her progressed body from him. Puberty hit them and she surely did grow. 
He looked away hesitantly, “No-nothing I’m n-not looking at anyth-thing.” he said blushing.
Her face turning a bright red, “Anyways what you doin later?” She stood there with her arms crossed around her chest. 
“Nothing, you wanna hang out or something?” he looked at her with his hazel eyes.
“Yeah, sure come to my house!” she smiled.

*Flashback ends*

Another puff out of his cigarette as he tried thinking about something else. He wouldn’t let go of her. Memories were the only thing he had left of her.

*Flashback*

“Hi Sabrina, what’s up?” he said walking in her backyard. Sun was shinning as it hit her grey eyes. She looked up at him.
“Well nothing yet…come sit.” she patted the empty space next to her on the swinging chair.
Talking about school and laughing about everything was what they always did. She loves hearing him sing to her. “You are so beautiful to me. Can’t you see? Ohohohyeah. You’re everything I hope for…”
She’d always finish it off, “and you’re everything I need.” her voice cracked as she tried to song the high pitched lyric. They both laughed at her fail attempt.
“I love your laugh. It brightens my day.” he said to her in a daze not realizing that he was thinking aloud.
She blushed and looked away. 
“Uh…” He shook his head in frustration. 
“Are you ok Zayn?” she said looking at his hazel eyes glimmering in the sun shine.
He wouldn’t look at her. She moved in closer to him, “Hey Zayn…its ok…I love yours too. Come on look at me.” She smiled at his modesty. “Hey Zayn…” he gazed at her. “Wanna be friends?” 
She laughed and he looked at her with the most intensifying stare. He leaned in for there first kiss.

*Flashback ends*

He flicked the cigarette bud into a small pile next to him. The sound of the rain grew louder as it poured heavier on top of him. He went for another until he found his box empty. He tossed the box to the pile next to him. He heard an ambulance in the distance suddenly the memories came running back to him.

*Flashback*

“Hey mum…” Zayn cheerfully walked into the living room. His smile soon turned to worry.

“What happened?” Zayn walked closer to her.

“Its Sabrina son…” his dad said sincerely.

“Where’s Sabrina?” agitated because the were beating around the bush.

His mom began to cry. “Shes in the hospital Zayn.” His eyes widened at the thoughts conjuring in his head. “Zayn don’t..” it was too late he walked out the door and ran into his car.

“I need another cigarette.” he said reaching in his pockets. “I know there’s one in here somewhere.” He reached in his back pocket. “Aha I got it.” he lit it up and stuck it between his lips soaking in memories again.

*Flashback*

“What happened to her? Where is she? SOMEONE ANSWER ME DAMMIT!” he said tearing.

The doctor came out and explained. “It’s seems that she has had a case of leukemia for quite sometime. It finally caught up to her.” 

The news flipped his heart inside out as he couldn’t take in the words. A huge lump was in his throat. He tried to hide his tears. “Leukemia” he said under his breathe. 
“Where is she? Can I see her?” the doctor pointed to the door. He didn’t hesitate to go in. He turned the knob and there she was. Monitor beeping, tubes and IV’s everywhere, her eyes heavy and face pale struggling. She was fighting long enough for him to hear her last words.

“Why didn’t you tell me Sabrina?” he said as his tears filled his eyes. He wiped his nose with his sleeve. “Why didn’t you tell me that you were sick?” the word “leukemia” was too painful to say. 
She reached for his face and placed her palm on his cheek as she had begun to tear. “Zayn, I didn’t want to break your heart. I was too scared to tell you.” He squeezed his eyes shut beginning to cry more. She continued in her weak voice. “Please don’t be mad at me.” she said with an apologetic voice. Her eyes watering as she looked at his tears splashing on to her hospital bed sheets. 
“You still should’ve said something to me.” he said trying not to scream with his jaw clenched. “You’re fine everything is gonna be ok…” he said to her. 
“Zayn…” 
“No! You aren’t sick!” he said in denial. 
She placed her hand on his and tried to lift his chin up with her finger. “Look at me.” she said crying.

He shook his head in refusal, “No. You’re not leaving me I don’t care!”

“Please Zayn look at me.” she said tears blurring her eyesight. Her breath weakening.

He looked at her water falling from his eyes like the dark sky outside the window, “Please Sabrina…”

“You wanna be friends?” she said weakly. He shook his head. “Please?” she said beginning to sob. 

He nodded and began to sob with her, “I love you Sabrina. I love you so much.”

“I love you too, Zayn.” he embraced her with all his might. He laid beside her on the hospital bed crying together before she would be in an endless sleep. 
Running her fingers through his onyx hair “You’re everything I hoped for. And you’re everything I need.” she sang to him as her voice got weaker. 
Zayn got up to look at her as her eyes were shutting he sobbed and continued, “You are so beautiful to me.” Kissing her gently.
She had drifted off into a slumber for eternity as he sat there crying with every bit of misery in his soul.

*Flashback ends*

Crackling of thunder broke his thoughts. He sat there and took his last puff. Staring into the headstone of his best friend, lover and life. He closed his eyes and began to hum the melody to ‘You Are So Beautiful’ He felt a light touch on his cheek. He opened his eyes as he felt it on his forehead.

He stared into the familiar eyes that once captivated him. “Hey Zayn, wanna be friends?” she said smiling at him. A white aura around her shinning so bright. His cold mind and soul felt the warmth touch of her. He nodded his head and blinked his tears from his eyes.
“You really shouldn’t be smoking Zayn. It’s bad for you.” she smiled and kissed his lips. A warm sensation filled his body. “Wanna be friends?” the voice faded and echoed through the pouring atmosphere. As she disappeared he opened his eyes and sang, “And you’re everything I need. You’re so beautiful to me…”

Smiling at the tombstone as he got up and placed a white rose on her headstone. “Best friends forever!”